Hey friend!
It's been a while since I last wrote to you. I hope you're doing fine. So I wanted to write you because I really missed writing to you. And she said you'd listen. There has been a lot that has happened. Though I'm not really sure if I can write about it all, but i'll write as much as I can to you.
So since the Christmas is coming soon, I've been going all around the city trying to find gifts. Not just gifts, that they can go around and show that I got them that. I want to gift them something they would like and would use. It's what I look for in a gift, and it's pretty hard to actually find one that they like.
It's Christmas again, and it's been another year. It's funny how everything has changed within a year. A lot of things that I hoped would last, didn't last at all. A lot of things have changed. Like my relationships, my friends. Sure I'm mostly the one who has changed the most. No more faking. I just don't want to fake anymore. It's been a long year, is what one could say.
I loved this year. Looking back, a lot did happen. Not just in my life but in general. I know I might sound weird. A lot of weird. But that's just how I think.
Do you know? There was a big snowstorm yesterday. Did you get to see it? I hope you didn't. It was absolutely awful. Snow was everywhere and it was cold as hell. I hope you'll never have to see a snowstorm. At least there is snow on Christmas. Though I'm a little happy about the snow, I really don't like it. Just like Christmas, it's just there. I don't really seem to get why everybody is making such a big deal out of Christmas. I mean, it's still here every year, it's not going anywhere, so why make a big fuss over it.? Well at least they are happy about it.
I never thought about it, but Christmas is the only time of the year I actually enjoyed. Until last year. Now, Christmas is like every other day for me. Sure my family get together and exchanges gifts, but it really means nothing to me. I don't feel anyway special. And the best part is that, I have some friends who feel the same. Sure for you it might sound weird because you go along with those merry jollies and are having Christmas mood and you are decorating your rooms to be more Christmas like. I get it, but I don't judge for it.
I like to stay more out of that endless circle of Christmas cheer. I don't think I would be able to like Christmas anymore. Not after the things that occurred a while back. I don't blame anyone for what happened. I really don't. I just don't feel that everything can go back like it once was. And I think it's nice. For a while. I know you may be thinking she is crazy or something even worse, but I can't help it. This is me, and I will not make a mistake by trying to change myself like I once did.
I have to go now. I really hope the best for you. Write to you soon.
(MINZY NOTES: Congrats if you reached here. I know it's quite different from how I usually write, and there is a reason I tried the way I wrote out. I've been obsessed with the book I'm reading at the moment. So the blog post is supposed to be in a form of a letter. I hope you liked it. I tried my best.:) Also, if you really want me to write like this you can contact me trough twitter or anywhere you can find me. I really wrote what I felt, so yeah.. Hope you have really good Christmas. Celebrate it with your family if you can. Or someone who is super special to you. MERRY CHRISTMAS! So with this I'm signing out. With love, Minzy.)
It's been a while since I last wrote to you. I hope you're doing fine. So I wanted to write you because I really missed writing to you. And she said you'd listen. There has been a lot that has happened. Though I'm not really sure if I can write about it all, but i'll write as much as I can to you.
So since the Christmas is coming soon, I've been going all around the city trying to find gifts. Not just gifts, that they can go around and show that I got them that. I want to gift them something they would like and would use. It's what I look for in a gift, and it's pretty hard to actually find one that they like.
It's Christmas again, and it's been another year. It's funny how everything has changed within a year. A lot of things that I hoped would last, didn't last at all. A lot of things have changed. Like my relationships, my friends. Sure I'm mostly the one who has changed the most. No more faking. I just don't want to fake anymore. It's been a long year, is what one could say.
I loved this year. Looking back, a lot did happen. Not just in my life but in general. I know I might sound weird. A lot of weird. But that's just how I think.
Do you know? There was a big snowstorm yesterday. Did you get to see it? I hope you didn't. It was absolutely awful. Snow was everywhere and it was cold as hell. I hope you'll never have to see a snowstorm. At least there is snow on Christmas. Though I'm a little happy about the snow, I really don't like it. Just like Christmas, it's just there. I don't really seem to get why everybody is making such a big deal out of Christmas. I mean, it's still here every year, it's not going anywhere, so why make a big fuss over it.? Well at least they are happy about it.
I never thought about it, but Christmas is the only time of the year I actually enjoyed. Until last year. Now, Christmas is like every other day for me. Sure my family get together and exchanges gifts, but it really means nothing to me. I don't feel anyway special. And the best part is that, I have some friends who feel the same. Sure for you it might sound weird because you go along with those merry jollies and are having Christmas mood and you are decorating your rooms to be more Christmas like. I get it, but I don't judge for it.
I like to stay more out of that endless circle of Christmas cheer. I don't think I would be able to like Christmas anymore. Not after the things that occurred a while back. I don't blame anyone for what happened. I really don't. I just don't feel that everything can go back like it once was. And I think it's nice. For a while. I know you may be thinking she is crazy or something even worse, but I can't help it. This is me, and I will not make a mistake by trying to change myself like I once did.
I have to go now. I really hope the best for you. Write to you soon.
Love always,
Minzy.
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| MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU! |
(MINZY NOTES: Congrats if you reached here. I know it's quite different from how I usually write, and there is a reason I tried the way I wrote out. I've been obsessed with the book I'm reading at the moment. So the blog post is supposed to be in a form of a letter. I hope you liked it. I tried my best.:) Also, if you really want me to write like this you can contact me trough twitter or anywhere you can find me. I really wrote what I felt, so yeah.. Hope you have really good Christmas. Celebrate it with your family if you can. Or someone who is super special to you. MERRY CHRISTMAS! So with this I'm signing out. With love, Minzy.)
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