Yo!
I know I missed this weeks post times, and I'm really sorry. I hope this post makes up for it though. I've been doing a lot this week and my life right now is really messed up. It's not usual, and it hurts and well I hate it.
Sometimes, we mess things up and the mistakes come and hunt us like demons. They can be good and they may be bad.
Mine are mostly bad. You don't have to be a mind reader to know that even I make mistakes.
Instead of solving the problems, I'm always trying to run away from them. Always on the run. And even though I know, that i can't run forever, I'm alright with it.
I'm alright with all the shit I have to deal with. I'm alright with having to feel shitty as hell. I'm alright with that. But that will not bring me down. I can manage with it. I have to.
Well, I've been at home for practically all day. I only went out when my mum and dad went to countryside and got my food. Cola and pizza alongside with bread. I had a fun day, I got to burn my pizza, listen to this book I found and study. Yes I studied.
I also got to get my shit together. The exams are coming and I can't get myself to study. I just can't concentrate. Sometimes I wish I could get away from that.
Sometimes motivating doesn't work. I know we are responsible for them, but that's hard. I wish it were better. I hope it is.
In this society we are all people. We don't understand each other yet we want each other to understand each other. And when they don't, we get mad. After some time we may be cool.
Having different friends is sometimes cool. We all people are different in our ways. There are people who, expect us to listen to them. And they want us to listen! And when they are done talking they don't want to hear anything about your problems, but you have to care about their lives.
There are also those people, who are fake. They only care so they could later gossip it with their friends. Sometimes you realize you start telling those small little lies to them.
There are also those couples who make you feel really awkward because they always compare your relationships to theirs. DON'T YOU JUST HATE IT?
I do, I mean we are friends, to you have to always talk how happy you are with "the one". And once they break up they both come to you and start blaming you for everything! I get it, but if we are together why can't we just forget for a second that you are dating so we can be like normal friends and have fun.
Sometimes shit just gets you, ya know?
Well, I hope you guys are doing fine! <3
Lot's of love my teddy bears,
Minzy.
I know I missed this weeks post times, and I'm really sorry. I hope this post makes up for it though. I've been doing a lot this week and my life right now is really messed up. It's not usual, and it hurts and well I hate it.
Sometimes, we mess things up and the mistakes come and hunt us like demons. They can be good and they may be bad.
Mine are mostly bad. You don't have to be a mind reader to know that even I make mistakes.
I'm alright with all the shit I have to deal with. I'm alright with having to feel shitty as hell. I'm alright with that. But that will not bring me down. I can manage with it. I have to.
Well, I've been at home for practically all day. I only went out when my mum and dad went to countryside and got my food. Cola and pizza alongside with bread. I had a fun day, I got to burn my pizza, listen to this book I found and study. Yes I studied.
I also got to get my shit together. The exams are coming and I can't get myself to study. I just can't concentrate. Sometimes I wish I could get away from that.
Sometimes motivating doesn't work. I know we are responsible for them, but that's hard. I wish it were better. I hope it is.
In this society we are all people. We don't understand each other yet we want each other to understand each other. And when they don't, we get mad. After some time we may be cool.
Having different friends is sometimes cool. We all people are different in our ways. There are people who, expect us to listen to them. And they want us to listen! And when they are done talking they don't want to hear anything about your problems, but you have to care about their lives.There are also those people, who are fake. They only care so they could later gossip it with their friends. Sometimes you realize you start telling those small little lies to them.
There are also those couples who make you feel really awkward because they always compare your relationships to theirs. DON'T YOU JUST HATE IT?
I do, I mean we are friends, to you have to always talk how happy you are with "the one". And once they break up they both come to you and start blaming you for everything! I get it, but if we are together why can't we just forget for a second that you are dating so we can be like normal friends and have fun.
Sometimes shit just gets you, ya know?
Well, I hope you guys are doing fine! <3
Lot's of love my teddy bears,
Minzy.
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